Feeling the Beat

I was simply visited by emptiness this morning. I felt so overwhelmed by its intensity and it left me helpless facing it. I felt some other force is in control and allowing such space to feel the "beat".

So how is that for the beat? Can you imagine such empty space to "beat"? I define beating in an empty space as the movement like that of a heart that tries to expand and reduces its size to rest...trying to beat while expressing its longing to be filled up by that which it only knows. Wow...i feel like my heart is expanding too while i write this part. But this is how it is and how it happened this morning.

My emptiness. The longing. The cry. The heart that knows what it wants. The heart that knows and desires for something...for that Someone to come in. It wants so much to absorb and be saturated by that Someone.

Again, it knows what it wants...it knows that it can only be filled by HIM that made it.