Friday, March 4, 2011

No Worry

When I started writing, I simply declared and embraced the idea. Then i realize, i got worried of what to write. When i decided to let go, the story came. In fact, they came so fast and i realized i did not have enough time to write...but still strove to write.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Just Me

I learned to check myself when i start to complain. How has life been lately? I have been so soaked and engaged with so many things and ended up so stressed. When things start to get in the way and i feel like i would start to explode, i stop. I just stop and say to myself..."i don't really have to finish all these outright.

Who is setting the standards? Ako...my own insanity of making things as perfect as I can hahahha...illusion of perfection that led me to my own "death".

I still love this life. I still love what i am doing. I still love to take a thing at a time. I still love me...and what this "me" can do to make things better for others...

hahahha a little of everything...allowing myself to be crazy somethings...freedom...hahahhaha i love this style...

so no complains... love what i am doing...and take my time...and forget about...self imposed pressure of making things perfect...:-) amennnnnnn

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

My Birthday

I just celebrated my birthday last January 8. I was told some neighbors would come to do the mananita. Unfortunately, there was not any (heheh i thought i would be embarrassed to hear them sing outside of the house but i expected that they would come). But i received a phone call from one of them telling me that the rain held them from pursuing. They did come anyway and brought with them goodies. We had neat breakfast with some kids and my sister's family. heheh grabe ka busy nga morning. They all went home before lunch time and left me alone in my couch dumbfounded. Whaaaaaaaaaat a terribly busy morning but so full of fund heheh...thank you so much Lord. Another year is added hahahah ang tanda na ni lola...